NEW YEAR'S EVE 2009

Liquor store line justified best damn martini EVER :-) I rock!New years was a RIOT!!!!! Insanity at its finest!!

We got to "the Hotel" at 10pm -- oops apparently we should have gotten there at 9 ... the line is out of control. Fortunately Laura starts calling every person in her phone to get us in... and Steven comes out to save our night - thank god because my toes were freezing. There were over 2000 people at the hotel that night and it was PACKED. Adam and Tony were working so they really couldn't play but we had lots of other people to play with, Yay!! Laura, Sharlie, brittany and I did a four-way kiss at midnight much to the joy of the 12 boys that were standing around us yelling... that was crazy fun - So after FINALLY retrieving my coat from the coat check we left and went to V.I. for breakfast and had an awesome super chatty waitress. Then Adam and Tony caught up with us and we went to sharlie and tony's house for our own after party. Finally went to bed around 6 am after several rounds of martinis. I think I really have mastered this martini thing. Thursday night we chilled at the Huka -- never been there before... can I tell you how much I love huka?? Freak of nature how did I not discover this before?? This is awesome!! Watermelon, white peach, and the infamous "pearl necklace" (don't get excited its coconut, sweet melon and peach) Spent way too much money, had way too much fun, and I'm having boy troubles already but god its fun ;-D

Goals 2009

1. Let go of the hate... and my past. Mistakes were made, people who I love were lost, and feelings were hurt. Thats all in the past and there isn't jack-shit that I can do about that now. There are a couple of people who I would love to tell that I still love them and miss them and they will always be that hole in my heart and I wish them the very best in life.

2. Be a nicer person. What??? Me??? I know, I can hear you protesting already BUT sometimes my attempts at humor miss the mark completely and I offend the crap out of people when I think I'm just being silly and/or funny. I'm working on it.

3. Follow through. There are several HUGE things that I want this year and I had better get my finances in order or its not gonna happen. I expect a lot from myself and I have no one but myself to rely on to get it for me. I'm gonna make 2009 be great. no more waiting around and hoping things work out.

With love,
Jena

Who does this??

Who waits til New years eve to get alcohol??

Yes I'm the Dumbass at the liquor store :-(

I know better!!

60 questions

When's the last time you ran? I'm sure it was for the shuttle to work sometime last week
Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? Not right now but they usually do
What are you dreading right now? Nothing... for now :-)
Do you celebrate 420? Um... more in theory than anything else
Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night? Hahahahahaha ... no
If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would ya'll do? Mostly sleep, some TV
Who last grabbed your ass? umm... prolly Adam, maybe derek, actually prolly Justin.
Have you ever been on your school's track team? Hahahahaha no
Do you own a pair of Converse? Not yet but I'm going to special order a pair
Did you copy and paste this survey? As opposed to typing it by myself? Yes
Do you eat raw cookie dough? mmmm yeah
Have you ever kicked a vending machine? Yes
Don't you hate it when....? people talk shit about you on their sisters blog when you haven't even seen them in 5 months
Do you watch Trading Spaces? I used to... how old is this survey?
How do you eat oreos? split and lick... oh that sounds dirty....
Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone? um No.
Are you cocky? God yes
Could you live without a computer? Why would I want to?
Do you wear your shoes in the house? Yes I'll just clean the carpets
Who or what sleeps with you? Trixxy
At what age did you find out that Santa wasn't real? Santa's not real? what???
How many phones, house phones and cell phones are in your house? two.
What do you do when you're sad? text my peeps
Who would you call first if you won the lottery? Amy
Last time you saw your best friend? ummm... Saturday when I got her sick
Are you in high school? Oh this survey officially sucks
What jewelry are you wearing? butterfly necklace
Is anyone on your bad side now? We need not answer this ....
What's the first thing you do when you get online? check email
Do you watch Grey's Anatomy? used to
How do most people spell your name? Jenn
Would you wear a boy/girlfriends clothes? prolly not
Where do you work? U
What are you doing tomorrow? Drinking myself stupid
Is Justin Timberlake becoming the next Michael Jackson? Um... lame quiz strikes again
Favorite name for a girl? Madeline
Favorite name for a boy? Adam <3 color="#cccccc">Will you keep your last name when you get married? When I get un-married I am going to change my last name to hobbitses
When was the last time you left your house? fuckin stupid survey
Do you return your cart? mostly no
Do you have a dishwasher? no - but my mom does LOL
What noise do you hear? radio and typing
Would you survive in prison? Yeah, I'd be BFF's with the toughest bitch in the place
Who is the youngest in your family? Bob
If all of your friends were going on a road trip, who would most likey overpack? Brooke cuz she'd need all her shoes
Do you know anyone with the same name as you? yes
What's the last thing you purchased? coffee
Do your siblings ever pay for stuff for you? HA um No
What brand are your pants right now? LEI
Ever been to Georgia (the state)? GOD NO
What irritates you most on the internet? Stupid people
What brand is your digital camera? LG
Do you watch movies with your parents? No
What song best describes your life right now? "Live your life" and "so what"
Do you own expensive perfume/cologne? Yes
Are you taking college classes right now? yes
Do you like sushi? Yes and eel mmmmmmm
Do you get your hair cut every month? no
Do you go online everyday? yes
Will you pass this survey on to 5 people? I'm not that kind of girl

Unbeautiful - Leslie Roy

Don't hang up, can't we talk
So confused it's like I'm lost
What went wrong, what made you go
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me I'm unchangable
When did we fall apart
Or did you lie from the start
When you said, it's only you
I was blind, such a fool
Thinking we were unbreakable

[Chorus]It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

[Verse 2]I've been told what's done is done
To let it go and carry on
Deep inside I know that's true
I'm stuck in time, stuck on you
When We were still untouchable

[Chorus]It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

[Bridge]Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up
Cause I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now
Because we're much better altogether
Can't let go[Chorus] x2
It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful
It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful...
Made me unbeautiful

Nuttin... whatsa motto with you?

2008 Motto - Ta not ta

FAIL!!!

2009 Motto~
Just when
the Caterpillar thought the

world was over, She

became a butterfly

Thanks Amers... love you!!!

Where are we going? And why am I in this handbasket?

and now a joke from my friend Jenna

"Why is santa so jolly? Cuz he knows where all the naughty girls live"

LOL!

Corona and Jager tower!!

Ok so you can't see what the hell is going on here, but this is a glorious 7 shot-glass and 4 corona bottle tower and yes, there were casualties when the damned thing fell apart two seconds after I took this picture LOL!

Me and the boys!!

Justin, Jen, D-rock, and Adam

What happens at Saints and Sinners, stays at saints and sinners :-)

Me and the boys -- I love these guys they are crazy!!!

The pain helps us heal....

Break Your Heart

Words & Music by Steven Page

The bravest thing I've ever done
Was to run away and hide
But not this time, not this time
And the weakest thing I've ever done
Was to stay right by your side
Just like this time, and every time
I couldn't tell you I was happy when you were gone
So I lied and said that I missed you when we were apart.

I couldn't tell you, so I had to lead you on
But I didn't mean to break your heart.
And if I always seem distracted
Like my minds somewhere else,
That's because it's true, yes it's true
it's this stupid pride that makes me feel
Like I have to follow through
Even half-assedly, loving you
Why must I always speak in terms of cowardice?
When I guess I should have just come out
and told you right from the start
Why must I always tell you all I want is this?
I guess 'cause I didn't want to break your heart
And you said;
"What'd you think that I was gonna do,
Curl up and die just because of you?
I'm not that weak, you know
What'd you think that I was gonna do,
Try to make you love me as much as I love you?
how could you be so low?You arrogant man,
What do you think that I am?
My heart will be fine
Just stop wasting my time"

And now I know that you will be okay,
and that I got what I want and that's rid of you
Good bye
And it's not cause I'll be missing you
That makes me fall apart
it's just that I didn't mean to break
No I didn't mean to break
No I didn't mean to break
Your heart

Ouch...

Being twenty-five is relatively painful. Ok, fine so I'm old but I'm fighting it. Going out dancing every other day - in heels no less. I need something cute and flat apparently because my feet are in pain. I'm going to have some KILLER sexy legs in a month though... This is one hell of a work out program! Go to bar, drink too much and dance your ass off, and repeat.

God it sure is fun though ;-)

I'll get you my pretty....

This ladies and gentlemen is a Schecter C-5 Bass

CONSTRUCTION/SCALE: Bolt-on / 34"
BODY: Mahogany w/ Figured Maple
NECK/FINGERBOARD: Multi-Laminate Maple & Walnut / Rosewood
FRETS: 24 Jumbo
INLAYS: Vector
PICKUPS: EMG HZ
ELECTRONICS: Vol/Blend/Active 2-Band EQ (w/ selectable treble frequencies)
BRIDGE: S-Tek
BINDING: Creme
TUNERS: Schecter
HARDWARE: Satin Gold
COLOR: Antique Amber (ANTQ)
US RETAIL PRICE:$779

This is a Hellraiser 4

CONSTRUCTION/SCALE: Neck-Thru / 34”
BODY: Mahogany w/ Figured Maple
NECK/FINGERBOARD: Multi-Laminate Maple & Walnut / Rosewood
FRETS: 24 Jumbo
INLAYS: Black Pearl 'Gothic Cross'
PICKUPS: EMG HZ
ELECTRONICS: Vol/Blend/ Active 18-Volt 2-band EQ (w/selectable treble frequencies)
BRIDGE: Schecter Custom String Thru Body (or Top Load)
BINDING: Abalone
TUNERS: Schecter
HARDWARE: Black Chrome
COLOR: Black Cherry (BCH)
US RETAIL PRICE: $949

Nauseatingly happy

Seriously... I am not fit to be around people today...

...joking... silly .... happy!!!! *gack*

I'm even making myself sick!!

*sigh*

lol

Swank!!!

Busy weekend!!!

Friday night Laura and I went to Habits (cougar central!! We were the youngest people there) and we were dancing and drinking and having a great time and then packed up and went to Liquid Joes to go see my FAVORITE new local band "The Better life Band" with the amazingly awesome Derick (he's the one in the middle - who I met Monday night at the villiage inn... ahhh good times :-) That night I met the rest of the band including the amazing bassist Mike who had a half-hour conversation about which bass would be good for me to start with. Did I tell you we're starting a band?? Amy you better start practicing guitar - and Jeff can be our drummer!!!!! Yayayayayayayayayayyayayayayayayaya!!!!!!!!!

So anyway then Saturday night after work I went to Ginza the sushi bar downtown with laura, adam, tony, justin and teddi. I made them order for me because I'm such a noob to the whole sushi bar thing I didn't know what I wanted! Fortunately Laura ordered and split with me and it was SO good!!! YES ME!!! The stupid girl who CRIED in the middle of market street grill because her salad had two stupid little pink fish on it was eating sushi with eel Can you believe it?? Me either but there it is.

Then we went to the Hotel and got the whole VIP treatment - it was fab - you know drinking our asses off, champagne, private table, full access to the entire bar it was great! As to what happened there... well....

I plead the fifth.

So then we went to the Denny's and Tony dropped his pants and I ate an entire slice of french toast drowning in ranch. Oh wait no I didn't Adam ate half of it for me. Gross. Apparently me and Tony can't hang out together any more because neither one of us knows when to stop - Adam just about had to tackle Tony to get him to sit down and put his pants back on. (oops Amy I didn't tell you any of this part.... now I'm in trouble!!!)

And yesterday I got to hang with Amy, Seth and my kids - nice relaxing day and definately feeling the love!!!

God I really love life right now!! Its wild and crazy but FUN!!!

W O W

Ok so I didn't know all of this before I got my tat but OMG it sooo fits

"13"

It's a symbol of luck, but also entails misfortune before a greater reward.


An occult symbol of resurrection and re-birth, i.e. christ, anti-christ, lucifer, the phoenix, One, return of the messiah, God's incarnation in human form, the visiting that put life on Earth, Jesus.
GOOD LUCK LIKE LUCKY 13
The 13th letter of the alphabet is M . In outlaw biker culture a tatt or patch of the #13 usually means drugs as in Meth or Pot. RUBs and the like often say it stands for Motorcycle.


A tattoist gets a number 13 tattooed on them once they've been in the business for 13years and its a great mark of respect when a tattoist has earnt the right to wear the number 13. Friday the 13th was origninally the day of good luck not bad luck.


Traditional tattoo symbols have kind of lost their meaning, and a certian symbol can mean almost anything. 13 can mean bad luck, it can be associated with the gang MS-13, or it could just be their lucky number.


In playing cards, the Ace can be counted into 13. 13 is mostly used as a lucky number in tattoos, for example you'll often see people with tattoos of a spade with 13 in or around it, this means "ace of spades", and is naturally a symbol of good luck, or even a reminder to always fight to get the best you can get (there is no individual card that is "worth more" than the ace of spades.)


There is also a belief that bad luck recognizes bad luck... hence when bad luck or bad juju is wandering the world looking to start trouble it sees the number 13 and believes it already exists in that space and so therefore goes somewhere else.


Ok I dunno about that last one, but I'm keeping it :-)

Naughty girl being naughty....

Went to Bliss w/my new friend Laura last night... she is waaay too cute all the boys completely fall in love with her at first sight... good thing adam was there to defend us!!! It was hilarious ... guys are such dorks and will come up and start rubbing up and dancing right up on ya but fortunately Adam was very protective and took good care of us girls and kept the creepy's away from us. Had a VERY good time and some great conversations last night!!! Yeah baby!! Very good night for my self esteem :-)

Old Friends ROCK

went to lunch with Deb today... can I just tell you how much I've missed her??? OMG she totally let me talk and we discussed my entire life over the last six months and she is amazing!! She's my wise and sage advisor and I completely value everything she told me. Although I am now considering getting a large red tattoo on my shoulder sometime soon LOL.

Probably illegal to have this much fun

• New friends
• Trails strip club
• Male amature night
• Met Seth's Twin (who would have thought there were two seths in the world?)
• VI at 3 a.m.
• so tired... but worth it.

Cheetos SUCK

20 grams of fat and 320 calories Per serving

I'm SO going to beat a three year old....

Sorry Amy... but after last night your kid is gonna get it.

I can't believe he said that to me!!!!!

Hee-larious!!! .... but where in the hell did that COME FROM??? Sheesh.

Dominick channelling his inner jon. LOL.

Somebody shoot me :-p

So happee :-)

Ok so have ya ever had one of those times where something was making you crazee and you couldn't figure out what to do about it??

You are sad, depressed, having bad dreams, can't sleep, feeling bad for yourself and just a sad sucker....

When suddenly the answer comes out of nowhere!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!! The relief!!! Seriously!! I am physically feeling the change because I decided on a different action!!!! Its the whole weight-of-the-world-lifted-off-of-my-heart thing!

No thats never happened to you huh? hmmm... weird :-) God I make life difficult for myself sometimes! Why do I have this bizzare need to be abused by stupid people??? and how do these social-retards keep finding me? Lolz ........ and if you just wondered if I could possibly mean you, the answer is yes.

OH!!! The other thing making me super happy right now is that I found the perfect present for amy... I just hope SHE likes it as much as I do!!!

yaayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayaya

The Tales of Beedle the Bard (Harry Potter Series) by J. K. Rowling, J. K. Rowling (Illustrator), Mary GrandPre (Illustrator)

Synopsis
The Tales of Beedle the Bard, a Wizarding classic, first came to Muggle readers’ attention in the book known as Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Now, thanks to Hermione Granger’s new translation from the ancient runes, we present this stunning edition with an introduction, notes, and illustrations by J. K. Rowling, and extensive commentary by Albus Dumbledore. Never before have Muggles been privy to these richly imaginative tales: “The Wizard and the Hopping Pot,” “The Fountain of Fair Fortune,” “The Warlock’s Hairy Heart,” “Babbitty Rabbitty and Her Cackling Stump,” and of course, “The Tale of the Three Brothers.” But not only are they the equal of fairy tales we now know and love, reading them gives new insight into the world of Harry Potter.The stories are accompanied by delightful pen-and-ink illustrations by Ms. Rowling herself, featuring a still-life frontispiece for each one. Professor Dumbledore’s commentary—apparently written some eighteen months before his death—reveals not just his vast knowledge of Wizarding lore, but also more of his personal qualities: his sense of humor, his courage, his pride in his abilities, and his hard-won wisdom. Names familiar from the Harry Potter novels sprinkle the pages, including Aberforth Dumbledore, Lucius Malfoy and his forebears, and Sir Nicholas de Mimsy-Porpington (or “Nearly Headless Nick”), as well as other professors at Hogwarts and the past owners of the Elder Wand. Dumbledore tells us of incidents unique to the Wizarding world, like hilariously troubled theatrical productions atHogwarts or the dangers of having a “hairy heart.” But he also reveals aspects of the Wizarding world that his Muggle readers might find all too familiar, like censorship, intolerance, and questions about the deepest mysteries in life.Altogether, this is an essential addition to our store of knowledge about the world and the magic that J. K. Rowling has created, and a book every true Harry Potter fan will want to have for their shelves.This purchase also represents another very important form of giving: From every sale of this book, Scholastic will give its net proceeds to the CHILDREN'S HIGH LEVEL GROUP, a charity cofounded in 2005 by J.K. Rowling and Baroness Nicholson of Winterbourne, MEP. CHLG campaigns to protect and promote children's rights and make life better for vulnerable young people. chlg.orgPublished by the Children's High Level Group, in association with Arthur A. Levine Books, THE TALES OF BEEDLE THE BARD will be available December 4, 2008.