DAMN!!!!

****Warning this is the ramblings of a very tired chick -- for information regarding me being tired please refer to Alana/Barenaked Ladies *************8

It has been a long weird week. Let me emphasise WEIRD. I'm not going into it. No, you can't make me.

Mom is home. Thanks god, I'm extraordinarily lucky, This is my third time in my life having to deal with the ICU (the first time was Steven and was extraordinarily traumatic.) I can't imagine what a basket case the first time jono has to stay in the ICU or someone else my age because this was HARD. Mom has smoked for YEARS I knew this was coming and it STILL sucks being the oldest kid cuz there are decisions you don't want to have to think about making!!

That and I think that my life has changed permanantly this week. DAMN!!!