Thursday, July 31, 2008
Better in time
Apologies to the two readers of my stupid blog... more music therapy ...
Go in, come in, thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one, thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is, I'ma be okay
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to(It'll all get better in time)
How could I turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me?
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings?
If I'm dreaming, don't wanna
Let u hurt my feelings
But that's the path I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is, I'ma be okay
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to(It'll all get better in time)
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you
Yes, I will
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
, yes, I do(It'll all get better in time)
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, yeah(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
Go in, come in, thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one, thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is, I'ma be okay
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to(It'll all get better in time)
How could I turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me?
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings?
If I'm dreaming, don't wanna
Let u hurt my feelings
But that's the path I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is, I'ma be okay
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to(It'll all get better in time)
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you
Yes, I will
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
, yes, I do(It'll all get better in time)
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, yeah(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
Monday, July 28, 2008
thanks that was fun
Im learning. Im yearning.
Im burning all your stuff, But thats not enough.
Im thinking that Im aching:
Mistaking lust for love.
Thanks that was fun.
Dont forget, no regrets (cept maybe one)
Did I scare you when I dared you?
I stared you in the eye and told you good-bye.
You mocked me. it shocked me
When you walked me to the bus.
Thanks that was fun.
Dont forget, no regrets (cept maybe one)
Made a deal, not to feel (god, thats dumb)
Everybody knows the deal fell through.
I was hoping I could just blame you.
When was it that I became so soft?
This sentimentality doesnt look good on me.
I thought that you would be begging to be with me.
Im the one on my knees, blubbering,
Please, let me stay.Deflated and jaded.
i hate it when you call(which isnt at all)
Ive spoken, though broken.
Heres a token of my love.
Thanks that was fun.
Dont forget, no regrets (cept maybe one)
Made a deal, not to feel (god, that was dumb)
Dont forget, no regrets (cept maybe one)
Made a deal, not to feel.
Thanks that was fun.
Im burning all your stuff, But thats not enough.
Im thinking that Im aching:
Mistaking lust for love.
Thanks that was fun.
Dont forget, no regrets (cept maybe one)
Did I scare you when I dared you?
I stared you in the eye and told you good-bye.
You mocked me. it shocked me
When you walked me to the bus.
Thanks that was fun.
Dont forget, no regrets (cept maybe one)
Made a deal, not to feel (god, thats dumb)
Everybody knows the deal fell through.
I was hoping I could just blame you.
When was it that I became so soft?
This sentimentality doesnt look good on me.
I thought that you would be begging to be with me.
Im the one on my knees, blubbering,
Please, let me stay.Deflated and jaded.
i hate it when you call(which isnt at all)
Ive spoken, though broken.
Heres a token of my love.
Thanks that was fun.
Dont forget, no regrets (cept maybe one)
Made a deal, not to feel (god, that was dumb)
Dont forget, no regrets (cept maybe one)
Made a deal, not to feel.
Thanks that was fun.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Thats all folks.....
You and me We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real Well I don't want to know
Don't speak I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands I sit and cry
Don't speak I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me
I can see us dying...are we?
Don't speak I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak,don't speak,
don't speak, oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Everyday together always
I really feel That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real Well I don't want to know
Don't speak I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands I sit and cry
Don't speak I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me
I can see us dying...are we?
Don't speak I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak,don't speak,
don't speak, oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Monday, July 21, 2008
Authentic
Thats my new catch phrase. I'm being authentic. My new goal in life is to make myself happy and have a good time and if some other people have a good time in the meanwhile well then that's groovy too.
Remember Mike Young? The one who is currently traveling the world? Yeah I almost packed my bag yesterday and went to go see if I could find him.
I decided that being homeless and dirty was NOT what would make me happy :-p
Anyway ... vegas is gonna be bad. I'm thinking of driving just so I have the security of my car. Ick. Jon and I got into it last night right before bed and he demanded that I tell him exactly how I feel about him and stop patting his back and acting like he had a boo boo. It didn't go well... and I slept in the guest bed last night but that's so totally ok at least he has stopped sleeping on the couch and that makes me happy. I want jon to be happy too and I can't make him happy so I'll just have to celebrate when he does things that are good for him.
Even if its kicking me out of my own bedroom.
Remember Mike Young? The one who is currently traveling the world? Yeah I almost packed my bag yesterday and went to go see if I could find him.
I decided that being homeless and dirty was NOT what would make me happy :-p
Anyway ... vegas is gonna be bad. I'm thinking of driving just so I have the security of my car. Ick. Jon and I got into it last night right before bed and he demanded that I tell him exactly how I feel about him and stop patting his back and acting like he had a boo boo. It didn't go well... and I slept in the guest bed last night but that's so totally ok at least he has stopped sleeping on the couch and that makes me happy. I want jon to be happy too and I can't make him happy so I'll just have to celebrate when he does things that are good for him.
Even if its kicking me out of my own bedroom.
Friday, July 11, 2008
Its friday kids!!
drink drank drunk
1. When I'm drunk, I tend to... flash my tits. apparently I've been around alana too long.
2.Shots or beers? Put it in my hand and I'll drink it
3.Do you have drinking buddies? Hell yeah
4.Do you get angry when you drink? Not usually but I have been known to... poor jon :-(
5.Do you puke? Yes, but this is a recent thing... apparently I have lost my "happy drunk"
6.After 7 drinks what are you doing? Seven? hmmm looking for an eighth ;-)
7.Your favorite drink(s) is(are)? Vodka and Dr. P, jager and red bull, or Cap'n and coke.
8.Tequila does what to you? Gives me tequila burps which are sick as hell
9.Whose your favorite person to drink with? Ben, Alana and Jon (someone has to drive us home.)
10. Vodka makes you? fucking happy as hell
11.Do you smoke when you drink? Yep. I'm naughty
12.Do you pass out? ONLY when I drink myself really stupid
13.Do you drink girly drinks? yes I do
14.Do you drink alone? I have..but not a lot.
15.Worst drink you have ever had? Barmat
16.Do you play drinking games? Alcoholympics
17.Favorite Beer? blue moon
18.What is your favorite shot? Jagermeister
19.What will you NOT drink? tequila
20.Are you a lightweight when it comes to drinking? God no.
21.passed out from drinking? didn't you already ask this?
22.you drink frozen drinks? yes
24.Do you drink liquor straight?yes. In a box, with a fox whatever
25.Do you ever drink out of the bottle? Duh
26.Are you drunk right now? no.. but gimme about 7 hours
27.Do you consume more than 2 alcoholic beverages on daily basis? not daily.. but if you averaged for the whole year..probably
28.Do you drink a lot of wine? only rice wine
29.When's the last time you drank? Last Saturday. Stupid diet.
30.Name someone that will repost this drinking survey? Maybe belle
31.Ever been streaking while drinking? No, but its friday! it could happen
32.Hot tub/pool naked because of alcohol? Yeah with almost dire results... mmmm naughty :-)33.Failed any college courses due to alcohol alone? negatory
34.Ever woken up & said "Dude where's my car?" No, but I when told I needed "hair of the dog that bit me" I replied that if I found that dog I was gonna kick it hahahahahaha kidding
35.Drink Drank Drunk!!! It my motto too but I'll never stop stealing from alana!!
36.Puked in a friend's car? No I wait til I get home... although jon pulled over so I wouldnt puke in my own car and apparently I yelled at him and started honking the horn.... that was good times...
WHERES 37? Apparently you were too drunk to number correctly
38. What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? No idea I was far too trashed to remember prolly a shot of something.... sheesh :-)
1. When I'm drunk, I tend to... flash my tits. apparently I've been around alana too long.
2.Shots or beers? Put it in my hand and I'll drink it
3.Do you have drinking buddies? Hell yeah
4.Do you get angry when you drink? Not usually but I have been known to... poor jon :-(
5.Do you puke? Yes, but this is a recent thing... apparently I have lost my "happy drunk"
6.After 7 drinks what are you doing? Seven? hmmm looking for an eighth ;-)
7.Your favorite drink(s) is(are)? Vodka and Dr. P, jager and red bull, or Cap'n and coke.
8.Tequila does what to you? Gives me tequila burps which are sick as hell
9.Whose your favorite person to drink with? Ben, Alana and Jon (someone has to drive us home.)
10. Vodka makes you? fucking happy as hell
11.Do you smoke when you drink? Yep. I'm naughty
12.Do you pass out? ONLY when I drink myself really stupid
13.Do you drink girly drinks? yes I do
14.Do you drink alone? I have..but not a lot.
15.Worst drink you have ever had? Barmat
16.Do you play drinking games? Alcoholympics
17.Favorite Beer? blue moon
18.What is your favorite shot? Jagermeister
19.What will you NOT drink? tequila
20.Are you a lightweight when it comes to drinking? God no.
21.passed out from drinking? didn't you already ask this?
22.you drink frozen drinks? yes
24.Do you drink liquor straight?yes. In a box, with a fox whatever
25.Do you ever drink out of the bottle? Duh
26.Are you drunk right now? no.. but gimme about 7 hours
27.Do you consume more than 2 alcoholic beverages on daily basis? not daily.. but if you averaged for the whole year..probably
28.Do you drink a lot of wine? only rice wine
29.When's the last time you drank? Last Saturday. Stupid diet.
30.Name someone that will repost this drinking survey? Maybe belle
31.Ever been streaking while drinking? No, but its friday! it could happen
32.Hot tub/pool naked because of alcohol? Yeah with almost dire results... mmmm naughty :-)33.Failed any college courses due to alcohol alone? negatory
34.Ever woken up & said "Dude where's my car?" No, but I when told I needed "hair of the dog that bit me" I replied that if I found that dog I was gonna kick it hahahahahaha kidding
35.Drink Drank Drunk!!! It my motto too but I'll never stop stealing from alana!!
36.Puked in a friend's car? No I wait til I get home... although jon pulled over so I wouldnt puke in my own car and apparently I yelled at him and started honking the horn.... that was good times...
WHERES 37? Apparently you were too drunk to number correctly
38. What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? No idea I was far too trashed to remember prolly a shot of something.... sheesh :-)
Thursday, July 10, 2008
I KNOW OK?
YES I KNOW I'VE POSTED THIS BEFORE BUT IT STILL SEEMS TO FIT.... SO SHUT UP...
Words & Music by Steven Page & Ed Robertson
Now I lay me down not to sleepI just get tangled in the sheetsI swim in sweat three inches deepI just lay back and claim defeatChapter read and lesson learnedI turned the lights off while she burnedSo while she's three hundred degreesI throw the sheets off and I freezeLids down, I count sheepI count heartbeatsThe only thing that counts isthat I won't sleepI countdown, I look aroundWho needs sleep?(well you're never gonna get it)Who needs sleep?(tell me what's that for)Who needs sleep?(be happy with what you're gettingThere's a guy who's been awakesince the Second World War)Who needs sleep?(well you're never gonna get it)Who needs sleep?(tell me what's that for)Who needs sleep?(be happy with what you're gettingThere's a guy who's been awakesince the Second World War)My hands are locked up tight in fistsMy mind is racing filled with listsof things to do and things I've doneAnother sleepless night's begunLids down, I count sheepI count heartbeatsThe only thing that counts isthat I won't sleepI countdown, I look aroundWho needs sleep?(well you're never gonna get it)Who needs sleep?(tell me what's that for)Who needs sleep?(be happy with what you're gettingThere's a guy who's been awakesince the Second World War)Who needs sleep?(well you're never gonna get it)Who needs sleep?(tell me what's that for)Who needs sleep?(be happy with what you're gettingThere's a guy who's been awakesince the Second World War)There's so much joy in life,so many pleasures all aroundBut the pleasure of insomniais one I've never foundWith all life has to offer,There's so much to be enjoyedBut the pleasures of insomniaare ones I can't avoidLids down, I count sheepI count heartbeatsThe only thing that counts isthat I won't sleepI countdown, I look aroundHala Hala Hala...Who needs sleep?(well you're never gonna get it)Who needs sleep?(tell me what's that for)Who needs sleep?(be happy with what you're gettingThere's a guy who's been awakesince the Second World War)Who needs sleep?(well you're never gonna get it)Who needs sleep?(tell me what's that for)Who needs sleep?(be happy with what you're gettingThere's a guy who's been awakesince the Second World War)
Words & Music by Steven Page & Ed Robertson
Now I lay me down not to sleepI just get tangled in the sheetsI swim in sweat three inches deepI just lay back and claim defeatChapter read and lesson learnedI turned the lights off while she burnedSo while she's three hundred degreesI throw the sheets off and I freezeLids down, I count sheepI count heartbeatsThe only thing that counts isthat I won't sleepI countdown, I look aroundWho needs sleep?(well you're never gonna get it)Who needs sleep?(tell me what's that for)Who needs sleep?(be happy with what you're gettingThere's a guy who's been awakesince the Second World War)Who needs sleep?(well you're never gonna get it)Who needs sleep?(tell me what's that for)Who needs sleep?(be happy with what you're gettingThere's a guy who's been awakesince the Second World War)My hands are locked up tight in fistsMy mind is racing filled with listsof things to do and things I've doneAnother sleepless night's begunLids down, I count sheepI count heartbeatsThe only thing that counts isthat I won't sleepI countdown, I look aroundWho needs sleep?(well you're never gonna get it)Who needs sleep?(tell me what's that for)Who needs sleep?(be happy with what you're gettingThere's a guy who's been awakesince the Second World War)Who needs sleep?(well you're never gonna get it)Who needs sleep?(tell me what's that for)Who needs sleep?(be happy with what you're gettingThere's a guy who's been awakesince the Second World War)There's so much joy in life,so many pleasures all aroundBut the pleasure of insomniais one I've never foundWith all life has to offer,There's so much to be enjoyedBut the pleasures of insomniaare ones I can't avoidLids down, I count sheepI count heartbeatsThe only thing that counts isthat I won't sleepI countdown, I look aroundHala Hala Hala...Who needs sleep?(well you're never gonna get it)Who needs sleep?(tell me what's that for)Who needs sleep?(be happy with what you're gettingThere's a guy who's been awakesince the Second World War)Who needs sleep?(well you're never gonna get it)Who needs sleep?(tell me what's that for)Who needs sleep?(be happy with what you're gettingThere's a guy who's been awakesince the Second World War)
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Ok... comment away :-)
Sorry.... my comments were turned off... so post away....
Especially if ya want my Izzard tickets!!!!
xoxoxo
Especially if ya want my Izzard tickets!!!!
xoxoxo
Thursday, July 03, 2008
I got better....
Feeling much better than I did yesterday... had an epiphanany of sorts and a V8 slap on my forehead and so I'm back on my feet and running again!
I am so ready for a new job!! I love my doctors here and I love working up here I don't even mind the hella commute but the pay sucks ASS and the politics are killing me!
I'm the kind of girl that I like to do my own thing... I don't really need a team to feel all warm and fuzzy about my job -- I work fine within a team don't get me wrong but I don't need all that back-patting and consulting "what do you think?" junk - I make a decision and then I make it happen. If someone asks me for something I get it even if its the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard of (like for instance a grant to make fountains ... wtf?)
OH OH and I have tickets for Eddie Izzard for sale ... next to alana in Vegas at the beautiful Pearl concert hall in the Palms!!! Message me and I'll make ya one hell of a good deal!!
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
ooh Bomb threat!!!
The university has recieved a bomb threat and is currently being searched for any sort of wierd packages or boxes that don't belong ... how exciting .... ok now its boring... what's next?? Quick!! Someone entertain me!!! I feel like I'm going crazy and I need to be distracted out of my own head!!!!!
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