Authentic

Thats my new catch phrase. I'm being authentic. My new goal in life is to make myself happy and have a good time and if some other people have a good time in the meanwhile well then that's groovy too.

Remember Mike Young? The one who is currently traveling the world? Yeah I almost packed my bag yesterday and went to go see if I could find him.

I decided that being homeless and dirty was NOT what would make me happy :-p

Anyway ... vegas is gonna be bad. I'm thinking of driving just so I have the security of my car. Ick. Jon and I got into it last night right before bed and he demanded that I tell him exactly how I feel about him and stop patting his back and acting like he had a boo boo. It didn't go well... and I slept in the guest bed last night but that's so totally ok at least he has stopped sleeping on the couch and that makes me happy. I want jon to be happy too and I can't make him happy so I'll just have to celebrate when he does things that are good for him.

Even if its kicking me out of my own bedroom.