update...

Okay So I haven't posted here in a long time... thanks facebook... aanyway I was just feeling the need to type something here and make sure I don't lose this blog because its got a lot of my life on it ... especially during a very transisional part of my life and completely different from the one I live now.... who knew that things could change so quickly??? Its wierd.  I look back at my life and while that one was far more easy I think that this one is far more worth it. 

Its difficult though because Jon is remarried now with a kid on the way... ben has been in a solid relationship for a year... rachelle is remarried (raise your hand if you are shocked) Alana has always had eric (even though he's been temporarily detained) and Scott has a shiny new girlfriend that makes him have even less available time (no I haven't met her) I'm thrilled for him and he has definately put in the alone-time but it makes me feel like odd-man-out.  Like there is something wrong with me that I haven't even had a long term relationship (okay I did, a couple of months after I left jon, but I'm not counting that one cuz it shouldn't have ever happened)   It is what it is and my logical side knows that, but my stupid soft girly side says "maybe alana is right... maybe I am to picky." 

 I don't want to think that though... I just DONT WANT TO SETTLE ... then again...  Alana usually says it when she's trying to get me to date one of her friends.... I guess she might be just a teensy bit bias.

alright. I'm going over to the other blog.  you should too.... I've got some funny for ya....

tomorrow starts today!!

go check out my other blog...

www.axemurderersneednotapply.blogspot.com

I'm a little bit better about updating that one....

Loves!!!

For vanessa...

I've been missed by my friend vanessa... so here is a post just for her...  and Amy too because she always gives me crap about updating my blog.  Have you seen my other blog http://www.axemurderersneednotapply.blogspot.com/ ??? Its pretty cool but I don't get enough time to update that one either :-)


Oh and I forgot to put my gas cap back on when I got gas today... how lame am I?? I'd forget my head if it wasnt.... something... what was I saying??


LOL


Loves ya

Grrr!.... Grrrr!... *snap*snap*snap*

HOLY crap I'm cranky today!!!  I know its because I didn't sleep well last night and I'm pissed that one of the girls at work went home early "cuz she wasn't feeling very good" but OMG I'm pissy. I'm not feeling very good and so its affecting everything.  sucks.

So friday a guy I'd been dating for a while and who I'd gotten bored with (see http://www.datingdetox.blogger.com/) and had been part of the decision to start daterdetox.blogspot.com, called me and told me he was really sorry he'd gone MIA but that he had something to tell me - he'd gotten a girl pregnant and she is three months along and they had just started telling people.

wow.

He continues on to say that he still wants to see me and that they aren't serious about each other.  I was already done with his eeyore butt so I give him the "no worries, we can still be friends" speech. No interest in him romantically whatsoever.

I thanked him for calling me to tell me himself, and he says "Well I would really have to be a giant dick to let you hear it from someone else"  Or you'd have to be my ex-husband who let me hear it from my best friends first.

Oh wait! Jon is a dick, and that's why I divorced him! I remember now.OY!

xoxo