For the love...

Oh Geeze... I'm not sure about this ... I guess we'll see. I'm scared its gonna fail but I gotta try...

I'm now pretty positive that Amy is the only person who reads my blog due to the lack of comments but then again I tend to post a little more than the rest of you... like 900% more LOL!!

SO the impossible has happened. Starting to seem like I should no longer refer to anything as impossible because then it happens and I look retarded. I'm gonna go lick windows after I finish this post ;-) try and get THAT image out of your head....


Am I rambling??? It seems like I might be rambling....


Anyway so Alana and I have been texting each other and of course talking to me in her blog via the refer-to-what-I've-said-method that we both use (Shit. I am rambling...) AND its looking more and more like we might actually try hanging out again. The first test is coming up on saturday when we will be at the Young Dubs concert. I'm a little paranoid and really unsure if this is gonna be fly... I don't know if she can be trusted (Team Jon?) and I don't want to hear about how absolutely in LOVE love love LOVE her and eric are. Its a little bit like when you are broke and eating mac and cheese but someone keeps telling you how fabulous the steak is, ya know?? I'm happy for her and I hope-please-god-let-it-be-true that its as wonderful as she says BUT it's wierd!!!

For instance I know Seth and Amy are in love with each other and happy together but Amy isn't always TELLING me ... So are Deb and Jeff, and so are Dave and Ness and I'm happy for those couples, really and for truly... but I like seeing it for myself instead of being TOLD... the way Dave takes care of the baby and lets ness have a break or the way seth pulls amy away from the group and cuddles her... or the pictures of Jeff doing debbies taxes cuz she's dainty (LOL, Deb I think you are awesome! I'm dainty... will jeff do my taxes??) .... ANYWAY That shows love!

HA... I guess I am rambling... Damn... ;-D

So I'm using my white out to color in Papa Juan Pablo's hat and I think ... Oh... this must be what my new friend Leigh's life is like!!! It's kinda fun!!!

Tired today

So tired.... need a nap...or a kick in the arse whichevs

OOhh okkk we're gonna go find us selves some caffine before I do something embarrasing and make a fool outta myself!! yay!