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Just because this picture is worth posting twice....

mmmmm yummmy......

GOD more lyrics? fuckin hell.... fine hurry it up...

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I guess i just lost my husband I don't know where he went
So i'm gonna drink my money I'm not gonna pay his rent (Nope)
I got a brand new attitude And i'm gonna wear it tonight
I wanna get in trouble I wanna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na I wanna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na I wanna start a fight
So so what? I'm still a rock star I got my rock moves
And i don't need you And guess what I'm having more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine And you're a tool So so what?
I am a rockstar I got my rock moves And i don't want you tonight
Uh, check my flow, uh
The waiter just checked my table And gave to Jessica Simp- Shit!
I guess i'll go sit with Tom boy At least he'll know how to hit
What if this song's on the radio Then somebody's gonna die
I'm gonna get in trouble My ex will start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na He's gonna start a fight Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
We're all gonna get in a fight!
So so what? I'm still a rock star I got my rock moves And i don't need you
And guess what I'm having more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine

And you're a tool

So so what? I am a rock star I got my rock moves And i don't want you tonight
You weren't fair You never were
You weren't all But thats not fair I gave you life I gave my all

You weren't there You let me fall

So so what? I'm still a rock star I got my rock moves And i don't need you
And guess what I'm having more fun And now that we're done (we're done)
I'm gonna show you tonight I'm alright(I'm alright),I'm just fine (I'm just fine)
And you're a tool So so what?
I am a rock star I got my rock moves And i don't want you tonight
No No, No No I Don't want you tonight You weren't fair I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine And you're a tool
So so what? I am a rock star I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight Ba da da da da da

I'm pissed OOOOFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!

So I closed my blog down because I found out that my bosses were having the IT department spy on us and see what website's we are visiting. Well I just found out that my bosses ordered software to see exactly what keystrokes we do, it takes screenshots, it COMPLETELY tells them everything that we do on the computers at work ... so I will not even be doing so much as checking my bank account at work anymore ... so I figured fuck it... I'm not going to my blog at work anymore and I'm not doing ANYTHING personal at work, not even on breaks or after work that I may as well as open my blog back up :-p

I don't care if the bosses read this as that I already feel like its an entire invasion of privacy to put that software on the computers. I get it. They feel like the file girls are abusing their computers but it sucks that the rest of us are being punished. Whatever. Doesn't matter to me.

BASTARDS.

Really ... it doesn't matter.

hee hee :-) yes I know I'm a dork.

OMG!!!!!! ED!!!!!!!!!

ED!!!!!

Float plane goes down north of Bancroft, but no injuries reported

By Luke Hendry
The Intelligencer
Barenaked Ladies frontman Ed Robertson and three others are "really lucky" to have survived a float-plane crash north of Bancroft Sunday, officials say.
Robertson's plane went down in the woods north of Bancroft early Sunday afternoon.
"Everyone is fine and that is the important thing," said Adam Smith, a spokesman for the band, said Sunday night in an e-mail to The Intelligencer. "That's all the comment we have at this time."
Sgt. Jeff MacKinnon of Bancroft OPP said the crash happened near Baptiste Lake, about 10 minutes north of Bancroft and one of the North Hastings district's most popular cottage areas.

"At 12:30 p.m. a Cessna 206 was taking off from Baptiste Lake, lost airspeed and entered a wooded area west of the lake," Sgt. Jeff MacKinnon of Bancroft OPP said in a telephone interview.

He said the plane was totaled but all four adults managed to walk out of the woods and soon reported the crash.

"They got out and then called it in," said MacKinnon.

MacKinnon said police aren't releasing any further details, including the names of the plane's occupants, because the investigation is now being headed by Canada's Transportation Safety Board.

Sources in the area, however, said Robertson was piloting his own plane.

DIY Blonde

Yep did it myself - and didn't melt my hair all off!!! I'm so proud!!!

Oh okay so it took THREE tries (lucky lucky!!) but its good now - I am suffering through some breakage and I need a haircut (see the fuzzy ends? Ick) but all in all not bad :-)

YAY!!!! FINALLY A BETTER PLACE

Seriously in a better frame of mind today ... ahhhhhh this is nice... enjoying it while it lasts.... yup.



All Summer Long"

It was 1989,

my thoughts were short my hair was long

Caught somewhere between a boy and man

She was seventeen and she was far from in-between

It was summertime in Northern Michigan

Ahh Ahh AhhAhh Ahh Ahh

Splashing through the sand bar

Talking by the campfire

It's the simple things in life, like when and where

We didn't have no internet

But man I never will forget

The way the moonlight shined upon her hair

[Chorus:]And we were trying different things

We were smoking funny things

Making love out by the lake to our favorite song

Sipping whiskey out the bottle, not thinking 'bout tomorrow

Singing Sweet home Alabama all summer long

Singing Sweet home Alabama all summer long

Catching Walleye from the dock

Watching the waves roll off the rocks

She'll forever hold a spot inside my soul

We'd blister in the sun

We couldn't wait for night to come

To hit that sand and play some rock and roll

While we were trying different things

And we were smoking funny things

Making love out by the lake to our favorite song

Sipping whiskey out the bottle, not thinking 'bout tomorrow

Singing Sweet Home Alabama all summer long

Singing Sweet Home Alabama all summer long

Now nothing seems as strange as when the leaves began to change

Or how we thought those days would never end

Sometimes I'll hear that song and I'll start to sing along

And think man I'd love to see that girl again

[Repeat Chorus x2]

Singing Sweet Home Alabama all summer long

Singing Sweet Home Alabama all summer long

Singing Sweet Home Alabama all summer long

Singing Sweet Home Alabama all summer long

SEVEN THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU

Yes its miley cyrus .... shut up ....

Sha, Sha, Sha

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome, but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear
My dear

The seven things I hate about you (x2)
Oh, you
You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry, I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe it
If you text it I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not comin' back
You're taking seven steps here

The seven things I hate about you
You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry, I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The seven that I like

The seven things I like about you
Your hair
Your eyes
Your old Levi's
When we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You made me laugh, you made me cry, but I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine when we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you

Sha, sha
You do, oh
Oooo ooo
Lalala
Oooo ooo

Ummmm.. ok I'm not sure this is getting better...

My friend's got a girlfriend
Man he hates that bitch
He tells me every day
He says "man I really gotta lose my chick
In the worst kind of way"
She sits on her ass
He works his hands to the bone
To give her money every payday
But she wants more dinero just to stay at home
Well my friend
You gotta say:
I won't pay, I won't pay ya, no way(now now)
Why don't you get a job
Say no way, say no way ya, no way(now now)
Why don't you get a job
I guess all his money, well it isn't enough
To keep her bill collectors at bay
I guess all his money, well it isn't enough
Cause that girl's got expensive taste
I won't pay, I won't pay ya, no way(now now)
Why don't you get a job
Say no way, say no way ya, no way(now now)
Why don't you get a job
Well I guess it ain't easy doing nothing at all oh yeah
But hey man free rides just don't come along every day

(Let me tell you about my other friend now!)
My friend's got a boyfriend man and she hates that dick (and the guy!)
She tells me every day (woo! everyday now)
He wants more dinero just to stay at home (stay at home!)
Well my friend
You gotta say: (gotta say!)
I won't pay, I won't pay ya (woo), no way (no way!)(now now)
Why don't you get a job (woo - get a job!)
Say no way, say no way ya, no way(now now)
Why don't you get a job(oh yeah!)
I won't give ya no money
I always pay(now now)
Why don't you get a job (get a job!)
Say no way, say no way ya, no way(now now)
Why don't you get a job!

Hey that's something everyone can enjoy!

This fits

Better in time

Apologies to the two readers of my stupid blog... more music therapy ...

Go in, come in, thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one, thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is, I'ma be okay
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to(It'll all get better in time)
How could I turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me?

Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings?

If I'm dreaming, don't wanna
Let u hurt my feelings
But that's the path I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is, I'ma be okay
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to(It'll all get better in time)
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you
Yes, I will
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
, yes, I do(It'll all get better in time)
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, yeah(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to

thanks that was fun

Im learning. Im yearning.
Im burning all your stuff, But thats not enough.
Im thinking that Im aching:
Mistaking lust for love.
Thanks that was fun.
Dont forget, no regrets (cept maybe one)
Did I scare you when I dared you?
I stared you in the eye and told you good-bye.
You mocked me. it shocked me
When you walked me to the bus.
Thanks that was fun.
Dont forget, no regrets (cept maybe one)

Made a deal, not to feel (god, thats dumb)

Everybody knows the deal fell through.
I was hoping I could just blame you.
When was it that I became so soft?
This sentimentality doesnt look good on me.
I thought that you would be begging to be with me.
Im the one on my knees, blubbering,
Please, let me stay.Deflated and jaded.
i hate it when you call(which isnt at all)
Ive spoken, though broken.
Heres a token of my love.
Thanks that was fun.
Dont forget, no regrets (cept maybe one)
Made a deal, not to feel (god, that was dumb)
Dont forget, no regrets (cept maybe one)
Made a deal, not to feel.
Thanks that was fun.

Thats all folks.....

You and me We used to be together
Everyday together always

I really feel That I'm losing my best friend

I can't believe
This could be the end

It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real Well I don't want to know

Don't speak I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands I sit and cry
Don't speak I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending

I gotta stop pretending who we are...

You and me

I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak,don't speak,
don't speak, oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

Authentic

Thats my new catch phrase. I'm being authentic. My new goal in life is to make myself happy and have a good time and if some other people have a good time in the meanwhile well then that's groovy too.

Remember Mike Young? The one who is currently traveling the world? Yeah I almost packed my bag yesterday and went to go see if I could find him.

I decided that being homeless and dirty was NOT what would make me happy :-p

Anyway ... vegas is gonna be bad. I'm thinking of driving just so I have the security of my car. Ick. Jon and I got into it last night right before bed and he demanded that I tell him exactly how I feel about him and stop patting his back and acting like he had a boo boo. It didn't go well... and I slept in the guest bed last night but that's so totally ok at least he has stopped sleeping on the couch and that makes me happy. I want jon to be happy too and I can't make him happy so I'll just have to celebrate when he does things that are good for him.

Even if its kicking me out of my own bedroom.