Thursday, March 05, 2009

For the love...

Oh Geeze... I'm not sure about this ... I guess we'll see. I'm scared its gonna fail but I gotta try...

I'm now pretty positive that Amy is the only person who reads my blog due to the lack of comments but then again I tend to post a little more than the rest of you... like 900% more LOL!!

SO the impossible has happened. Starting to seem like I should no longer refer to anything as impossible because then it happens and I look retarded. I'm gonna go lick windows after I finish this post ;-) try and get THAT image out of your head....


Am I rambling??? It seems like I might be rambling....


Anyway so Alana and I have been texting each other and of course talking to me in her blog via the refer-to-what-I've-said-method that we both use (Shit. I am rambling...) AND its looking more and more like we might actually try hanging out again. The first test is coming up on saturday when we will be at the Young Dubs concert. I'm a little paranoid and really unsure if this is gonna be fly... I don't know if she can be trusted (Team Jon?) and I don't want to hear about how absolutely in LOVE love love LOVE her and eric are. Its a little bit like when you are broke and eating mac and cheese but someone keeps telling you how fabulous the steak is, ya know?? I'm happy for her and I hope-please-god-let-it-be-true that its as wonderful as she says BUT it's wierd!!!

For instance I know Seth and Amy are in love with each other and happy together but Amy isn't always TELLING me ... So are Deb and Jeff, and so are Dave and Ness and I'm happy for those couples, really and for truly... but I like seeing it for myself instead of being TOLD... the way Dave takes care of the baby and lets ness have a break or the way seth pulls amy away from the group and cuddles her... or the pictures of Jeff doing debbies taxes cuz she's dainty (LOL, Deb I think you are awesome! I'm dainty... will jeff do my taxes??) .... ANYWAY That shows love!

HA... I guess I am rambling... Damn... ;-D

6 comments:

Amy said...

Wow, you were rambling, but I like it...you're too funny! I hope all goes well with Alana, too. If we ever had a falling out I'd want you back, too. :)

Unknown said...

as for being Team Jon.. I talk to Jon on aoccasion, and if he asks me what happend between us I'd tell him ie: we went out we drank it was fun. If Jon calls and wants all the gory details of your love life, I will tell him to ask you. If you ask me not to tell Jon something I wont, just like he has asked me to not tell you stuff when I told him we were talking again today. Simple as that.
As for the TELLING you we are in love thing.. understand that when we stopped talking to each other this relationship was VERY new and thats what you do when something is shiny you talk about it because ut's all you think about. I am pretty sure I can have a conversation now w/o it being all about how in love I may or may not be.

Debbie said...

"b" careful this weekend! Love you! :)

Belle said...

LMAO COMPLETELY... I do read... I dont comment cause most the time my brain is on dead by the time I check blogs. Glad to hear you guys are trying to start hanging out again. If everything is up front you will not have any issues. =)

stressedkris said...

Hey I am insulted. I read your blog. Not as often as I would like. But I am here and after all these years and reuniting you wouldn't think I would check on you. I'm glad you had a good time in NV. Sorry you had a bad day yesterday. I had one too.

Ness said...

Hahaha, you kill me. I love reading your blog. Dave and I are such homebodies (okay so that's our fault and I wouldn't change it). But I get to have vicarious adventures through you and your blog.